Boo!
Hello, ola, willkommen, namaste, konichiwa...you get the idea...
Went to yet another friends 18th birthday thing tonight, a meal at La Tasca, followed by a few drinks at The Glass House and then (again) to Revolution. I cant be bothered to do the whole review thing for google searchers (yes you Maiyango addicts - im talking to you!) but from what i can remember, the food was really good, apart from the 'Chicken with White Wine Sauce' which tasted more like chunks of Quorn in Hummus. And our waitress was excellent.
I also learned this night that a friend of mine fancies me. Which, is flattering, but i really dont feel the same way (I only see said friend as exactly that)...and as happens when drunken, teenage, tactless and/or immature other friends play chinese whispers, things were made more awkward and fancying friend now knows that i know. I dont even know fancying friend that well. And now fancying friend wants to 'talk'. Crap.
Also, sorry for the more of the less and less of the more on ObscureAzure (ooh that rhymes!) recently, but i have been busy. Stressing. And with work. And with the BMAT. And stress. And I've just noticed that Lynx cans are taller than they used to be, or maybe its just from this angle.
Grrr! Why do things have to get so complicated...its going to be so awkward now, im just pretending that i think nothing of it and dont really know, but FF will make things awkward. And make a big thing out of it.
Theres not even any point in getting into a relationship now. Who needs all that extra shit* to cope with. (Of course the real reason im being bitter is because nearly everyone of my friends is coupled up and im single, but im happy being that way, and there is no one i actually like any more at the moment, so its ok. But there was and that ended...badly, and then there was another, but that didnt even start, despite and as a result of all the mixed signals, and...where was I?)
Yeah, in 12 months we will be all over the place at different universities and i know thats ages but i dont like said person in that way, and in general i dont think i want a relationship right now.
Im one of those people who only really go for relationships, i dont see the whole thing about going out on the pull and would never fuck some random person i met on a night out. Dont do 1 night stands. Because sex is special, and unlike some of the people in my year, i know of better, more meaningful and romantic ways to lose my virginity than in a bush with someone i've known for 15 minutes. (True story)
*In actual fact the 'shit' is always outweighed by the love and feeling of having someone, and talking to them, and getting butterflies when they ring or text and thinking what they are doing right at a particular moment, and talking about the most mundane things but it not mattering because its with them and random chats in the night...and the physical.
Eww, the remainants of a sambuca that only just survived the journey from the bar to the table are sticky over my hands. Smells like cough syrup. My head is going to really hurt in 8 hours.
Good night, ola, bon nuit, komban wa, Guten Abend...
Went to yet another friends 18th birthday thing tonight, a meal at La Tasca, followed by a few drinks at The Glass House and then (again) to Revolution. I cant be bothered to do the whole review thing for google searchers (yes you Maiyango addicts - im talking to you!) but from what i can remember, the food was really good, apart from the 'Chicken with White Wine Sauce' which tasted more like chunks of Quorn in Hummus. And our waitress was excellent.
I also learned this night that a friend of mine fancies me. Which, is flattering, but i really dont feel the same way (I only see said friend as exactly that)...and as happens when drunken, teenage, tactless and/or immature other friends play chinese whispers, things were made more awkward and fancying friend now knows that i know. I dont even know fancying friend that well. And now fancying friend wants to 'talk'. Crap.
Also, sorry for the more of the less and less of the more on ObscureAzure (ooh that rhymes!) recently, but i have been busy. Stressing. And with work. And with the BMAT. And stress. And I've just noticed that Lynx cans are taller than they used to be, or maybe its just from this angle.
Grrr! Why do things have to get so complicated...its going to be so awkward now, im just pretending that i think nothing of it and dont really know, but FF will make things awkward. And make a big thing out of it.
Theres not even any point in getting into a relationship now. Who needs all that extra shit* to cope with. (Of course the real reason im being bitter is because nearly everyone of my friends is coupled up and im single, but im happy being that way, and there is no one i actually like any more at the moment, so its ok. But there was and that ended...badly, and then there was another, but that didnt even start, despite and as a result of all the mixed signals, and...where was I?)
Yeah, in 12 months we will be all over the place at different universities and i know thats ages but i dont like said person in that way, and in general i dont think i want a relationship right now.
Im one of those people who only really go for relationships, i dont see the whole thing about going out on the pull and would never fuck some random person i met on a night out. Dont do 1 night stands. Because sex is special, and unlike some of the people in my year, i know of better, more meaningful and romantic ways to lose my virginity than in a bush with someone i've known for 15 minutes. (True story)
*In actual fact the 'shit' is always outweighed by the love and feeling of having someone, and talking to them, and getting butterflies when they ring or text and thinking what they are doing right at a particular moment, and talking about the most mundane things but it not mattering because its with them and random chats in the night...and the physical.
Eww, the remainants of a sambuca that only just survived the journey from the bar to the table are sticky over my hands. Smells like cough syrup. My head is going to really hurt in 8 hours.
Good night, ola, bon nuit, komban wa, Guten Abend...
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