Feeling the burn
These exams are the hardest thing I've ever, ever had to do.
I could never have imagined how hard this was going to be.
I've had insomnia because of exams before, and the obvious stress-rages, but today I was so stressed, pressured, and worried that I rang home in search of comfort.
Then from nowhere, mid conversation with my mum about their plans for the weekend, I just burst into tears.
I guess I was feeling a little homesick, especially whilst under so much pressure, with the hardest exams ever in less than a weeks time, and with just so much to know.
It felt good to let it all out, and I feel better now, but It's a reminder, that no matter how old you are, or where your life takes you, home will always be like a womb.
3 Comments:
At 12:27 pm, Azuric said…
Just 10 days to go.
10 days till im free.
10 days till life can begin again.
At 2:14 pm, Anyhoo said…
Ooh, thunderstorm music. Even though you probably chose it because of the video, it's probably apt for your situation; ever mounting, ever repeating, ever heightening until it's over, emerging into a cleaner, brighter, fresher world. Though that's just my interpretation, and all that really matters is that it has the best opening line ever.
Sit up straight, breathe deeply and weather the storm.
At 4:48 pm, Anonymous said…
God it was like I was meant to read your comment at exactly this minute -
I've just walked out of the kitchen, fed up and stressed to have a break, come to my room, which is cool, and fresh because of the open-window, it's overcast and cloudy, its been raining all day long, and there so could be a storm at any minute.
I start the song, and then read your comment, follow your advice, and suddenly it doesn't seem as bad anymore.
=) Thanks.
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