I shouldn't be here.

I shouldn't be doing this.

I hate this feeling.

Guilty because Im not revising.
But innocent because I just cant bring myself to do anymore.

Its so horrible though.
No matter how much I've done and do, I still cant do this Chemistry Module properly.
I have done practice past papers and just keep getting B's and C's.

Grrr!
I hate this bloody module.
Its not supposed to be synoptic but it so is.
Its even harder than the unit 6 synoptic.

And the mark scheme is so stupidly specific, despite the questions being so vague, its just rediculous.
What, are we just meant to read the bloody examiners mind or something?!

All these plonkers who say A-Levels are getting easier every year can kiss my ketone quite frankly.

I just want to go watch the football and relax.
But I cant.

And my sister just rang from Frankfurt, informing us how the atmosphere is so amazing and her friend and her have made more friends and they're all watching the matches and being friendly and happy and having so much fun la-dee-dah.

Me? Jealous? Never.

Okay okay, so obviously I took a break for both of the England matches, and last night to watch (one of my favourite movies) Save The Last Dance.
But I still felt guilty then.

And I dont even know where Im going with this other than to moan pointlessly.
So I'll stop.